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Tuesday, January 26, 2016
*sigh*



I'm sitting here alone, thinking to myself. I dread the upcoming days. I want to leave this country so badly. Then I thought about what I want to do in future 5 years down the road. What do I want to achieve? Where do I want to be? I'll be hitting the big 3. Do I still want to be where I am now? I don't know what to do. I fear for my future. I need to do something different now to make sure my time ahead is favorable.

I'm setting my mind down on studying and obtaining a diploma. I'm a bit uncertain as to whether I can complete. I'm scared I can't handle. I have to sacrifice some of my sleep time (haha!) and who knows what else. But I know I have to do it now. It's time already.

I fear for my future. I don't want to think back and regret all the things I did not do.